8th July - Love in Disguise
She
packs her bag and is ready to leave the next day. Past midnight she
hears her invalid mother in law coughing. She slips out quietly into her
room and massages her chest with Vicks and tucks her in waiting till
the cough stops. She comes back to the bedroom and watches her husband,
snoring - oblivious. His mother could die choking and he would not know.
He is not worth leaving, she thinks and stays back.
9th July - Sacred and Profane
The Shrine of Lal Shahbaz Qalandar.
The
blast killed seventy people in the mosque and injured hundreds. The
call of the mezzuin was drowned by the wailing. The sufi dance turned
into a macabre of death. The fragrance of rose water gave way to the
stench of burnt blood, flesh and bones. Allah gave one last sad look and
finally left.
10th July - Leftovers
It
is cold. Really cold. Minus 8. I dont know that really. My old bones
feel it. I had a family once. Husband and two sons. I thought my world
was complete. After my husband, both my sons left saying they will come
back for me. Now it over ten years. My daily food is boiled rice and
dal. Three times a day. And I have my prayer wheels. Oh, what would I
give for some vegetables and a slice of meat. But I am happy surrounded
by people like me. We pray together, eat together, wash each others
dishes. We dont take bath for days. Not enough hot water or firewood.
Our bodies smell. But when you come here to help us, we can smell your
soul.
Kaza - Lahaul Spiti. Old Age Home. 20 inmates. Orphans at 60+. Life goes on.
11th July - The Marriage
His
hand reached out for her involuntarily and he woke up with a start. Her
side of the bed was empty. Off course. She wouldn't be there. She was
gone after all. He looked at the watch. It was 4 in the morning. He got
up and went to the kitchen to make some coffee. He sat sipping the
bitter brew. His wife would have had added some sugar. His eyes misted,
missing her terribly. At sixty life was not easy alone. The children
were all done. He stared at the wall vacantly. The bell rang. He hurried
to open the door and stood the trying to hold back his tears.
"What Kuttipa? I go for one day and look at you!" His wife chided him as she walked in.
12th July - The Voice
The
cars collided and plummeted down the ravine. Mine got caught between
two boulders. I crawled out of the passenger door that had flung open.
The ledge to safety was an inch higher.
"Let me help you," the voice said; a petite girl in torn clothes and bleeding. With that,
she gave me a push, heaving me half over the ledge and I scrambled home
safe. Quite strong given her size. The other car was resting against a
tree, mangled and upside down. On the driver seat was the same girl,
hanging head down, eyes open, unblinking and quite dead.
13th July - The Jump
Both
his kids jumped off the plane with their parachutes on. If they could,
so could he. He grabbed the nearest one, strapped it on his shoulder and
jumped. Last thing he heard was his wife screaming - "That is Paul's
school bag."
14th July - The Confession Box
I have sinned Father.
May the Lord deliver you.
I had sex.
Are you not too young for that?
Yes Father.
What time tonight?
15th July - Kashmir
I
cant stand being touched. The pup that night had its little paws stuck
on my chest. The whole night I craddled it. It was not even mine. It
belonged to a "Country without a Post Office."
My Kashmir. 20 years. My friends there are not terrorists. I dont know politics. I just hear heartbeats.
16th July - One Night Stand.
The
rain was incessant. The thunder unrelenting. She was no longer sure
about the one night stand at her home. He nibbled ar her throat, making
her squeal with laughter. By the time he sank his fangs in her nape, she
had already passed out. Next day, everything changed.
17th July- The Butcher's Wife
He
left her alone and disappeared. He was rougue anyways. She had had no
option but to take over the shop. Business picked up - she was good at
the job of cuts and was kind to her customers. It took her three weeks
to dispose off all his body.
18th July - The Dead
"What
are you doing here at this time of night? Go back to your bed." The
nurse reprimanded the old patient. He obiediently went back to his
hospital room. He look at the bed but did not know how to get back into
his body.
19th July - A Trip Out Of Grave
Washed
myself, got ride of the grime. Confined in a box for ten years was not a
joke. I had to get out because they prayed so much. Killed the keeper
to get his dress. His blood revived me. I walked into my ceremoney with
my photo and flowers.
20th July - The Child
Two
year old child; picked her from the accident site and unofficially
adopted her. Three years down the line, as I plunge down a floor,
pregnant, I realise I had made a big mistake. Not enough time left to
warn anyone.
21st July - The Orphan
Where do people go when they die?
To heaven. They become stars.
She cups her face in her hands and ponders.
All stars are beautiful.
Yes, sweetums.
Are they also beautiful before becoming stars?
Question: What would you answer?
22nd July - The Departure
You left the pillow damp
The bed sheet crumpled
Your fragrance hangs in the air
I taste you on my skin
Taste your sweat on the towels
The incense smoke no longer
Hides you photo.
Everyday I seek the answer
Why you became just a photo.
23nd July - The Widow
The
sex was good. Now she muched on her meal contently, eyes half closed in
pure bliss. Men are so stupid; for sex they can throw away their life,
pondred the Widow Spider as she devoured her mate.
24th July - The Mongrel
It
was way past midnight. The street was covered in ice and he was in a
foul mood. The mangy little mongrel tried to sniff at his heels with its
tail wagging and he kick it hard. It gave a yelp and backed away. Two
steps and he slipped and fell breaking his tailbone. No one in sight and
he shivered unable to get up. The mongrel crept up to him whining and
licked his face. It then lifted his head and started to bark and howl
for help.
25th July - Food Chain and A Murder
The beetle ate the insect. The bird ate the beetle. The hyena ate the bird. The tiger ate the hyena. The man shot the tiger.
26th July - Water
She
took a long hot shower for nearly an hour and stepped out smelling of
lavender. Far away in a drought ridden village a woman squeezed her
sweat into the parched lips of her new born.
27th July - The Butterfly
The
flower finally bloomed and the butterfly was ecstatic. They both
flirted. Just as the butterfly was about to straddle it, a hand plucked
off the flower. The butterfly went away looking for another one.
28th July - Contract of Silence
He
left for an official tour to Colombo. She left for a conference in
Pune. They both bumped into each other on the beaches of Bali and
pretended not to know each other, despite the shock.
Who was he, Laila asked her.
Who was she, Rohit asked him.
29 July - Power of Faith
USA.
The doctor said the baby was malformed and she should abort. We came
back home with the baby. Four months we sang the Gurbaani hoping it was
listening. Four months later she delivered a healthy baby without any
defect predicted by science. Now we will sing it daily till it does not
learn it by heart.
30th July - The Necklace
Pretty....
Jade and silver. The seller did not remember. A faint memory of an
Afghani couple bartered it for few rupees. Everyone fell in love with
it, adorning my throat. And THAT undid me, when the strings tightened
around my throat in my sleep. Now I know who sold it and why.
31st July - Death An Illusion
One
month that I lived. I used another body and mind to tell you my story.
Some of you liked, some commented and some retweeted. @sujitrukhsat and
his FB posts were my conduit. You dont know if I, the one inside his
head, is real. You dont care. Read back my stories - 31 of them. You
will never believe I am writing out of my grave. I know you all now. I
will visit - each one of you. Very very soon. Wait for the bell to ring
and keep an eye on who you let in.
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